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I <3 Halloween [01 Oct 2007|01:51pm] Blatantly stolen from dolphingoddess! Halloween Meme binsybaby sacrifices godsdumbblonde's gerbils darkwingpsycho calls faegirlmara to let them know the psycho killer's in the remastered version of Star Wars dolphingoddess creates an unholy monstrosity from flusterdance, godsdumbblonde and gentle_smile faegirlmara carves violetreaction's effigy in the medium of brains flusterdance puts apples in your razorblades gentle_smile shows up with burning torches, pitchforks and dip godsdumbblonde TPs mangacatgirl hisgirldee dresses up as swordsmanferio jukesette gives you a toothbrush mangacatgirl puts fake eyeballs in your Wings Greatest Hits swordsmanferio summons the undead armies of flusterdance to steal your candy violetreaction puts real eyeballs in your pumpkin LJ Name 4 Vendetta Vendettas - V

Silent Hill 2 is GAY!! [01 Oct 2007|02:52am] Prolly the best thing that'll ever come of it: ( More under the cut ) V

4 rlz!! :\ [28 Sep 2007|12:19pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Final Distance [remix] - Utada Hikaru ] Beauty and a Beast by *JohnSu on deviantART 1 Vendetta Vendettas - V

Friend Box Exchange~!! [27 Sep 2007|12:37am] [ mood | distressed ] [ music | You're Not Here - Akira Yamaoka ] These next couple weeks are going to be dedicated to cleaning, organizing, and redecorating my room, after which I will be having a garage sale. I utterly DESPISE having garage sales. I tend to build up sentimental attachments to practically everything I own, so to see someone who wants to buy a stuffed animal from me for a quarter to give to their dog as a chew toy hurts me deeply. With that in mind, I realize said possessions are worth more in sentimental value. So, I was wondering if any of ya'll out their might be willing to do a "Friend Box" exchange with me. For those of you who have never done this before, a "Friend Box" is where you take an old box, usually a shoe box, or an amazon.com box these days, and fill it up with inexpensive gifts or old possessions that are no longer desired. I'm personally not all that hell bent on receiving one in exchange (as the point of this post was to get rid of stuff), but if you'd like to, I'm not one to argue with a package ^^ Leave a comment if you're interested!! :3 ( quizzes stole from Holly ) 1 Vendetta Vendettas - V

[24 Sep 2007|02:59pm] [ music | Your Rain - Akira Yamaoka ] I simply adore houndstooth! 1 2 3 4 5 I really want that coat! :O <3 V

[24 Sep 2007|11:57am] [ music | OLA! VITORIA! - DCT ] Dear friends, I've recently done a friend's list clean up. People were removed because a) they hadn't posted on lj in over a year or b) we've been out of touch with each other or c) you removed me first. If anyone was removed who still wishes to be friends please comment to be added again. 1 Vendetta Vendettas - V

43 Degrees North // Latitude!! [23 Sep 2007|02:28pm] I want to be this woman extraodinaire! V

This is just the way I am... [22 Sep 2007|12:00am] ( You make me want to be a man. ) 4 Vendetta Vendettas - V

[21 Sep 2007|03:37pm] [ mood | lonely ] I'm really depressed. Somebody cheer me up... EDIT: I guess I'm having post-graduation blues. No celebration. No after parties. It's just me. I feel like I haven't made a single lasting friendship throughout my 4 years at the Art Institute. I'm looking through fellow classmates' myspaces, at all the pictures they have posted, at all the bonds they have made with each other. And I'm not in any of them. I've grown further away, if anything. People I once thought I was connecting with now seem like strangers. I wouldn't be surprised if I never heard from or saw any of them again. Actually, quite the contrary; I'd be quite surprised if any of them contacted me at this point. I guess all I can do is keep my chin up and explain to myself that I'm not their kind of person. I'm just not a social butterfly. I can barely maintain my friendships outside of school, which are already severely lacking. And I suppose that's what makes it all the more unbearable. Set aside the fact that I wasn't invited to any graduation parties or out for drinks, I don't even have a group of close knit friends by my side who are truly excited for my accomplishment, and INSIST on celebrating, no matter how much I protest (which, at this point, I can honestly say I would put up little resistance). So, I wonder, what is wrong with me? Is it the kind of people I'm friends with or is it me? 'Cause if it's something I'm doing or not doing, I wish someone would tell me right now so I can change it. Some days it's nothing short of torture being this lonely, and today is one of those days. I think I can honestly feel my heart breaking... 6 Vendetta Vendettas - V

Curiouser and curiouser [20 Sep 2007|01:26am] Curiouser and curiouser by ~decrepitmonkey on deviantART 1 Vendetta Vendettas - V

[18 Sep 2007|02:23pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | JET!!! - Dreams Come True ] Wow, guys. Just... wow. I can't believe it's finally over! I mean, I still have the screening and stuff at the end of the week, but as far as meeting the dealine, I'm done. I turned in my burned DVD, cover and all today. I'm burning extra copies for the Portfolio Show on Friday. It was very gratifying to hear when people saw my packaged movie, they were all blown away. A lot of people asked me how I did it. "Transparencies". Shout out to Drew Harris for being the only person to get that! And for helping me burn my DVD. So, tomorrow will be spent shopping for things to wear Thursday and Friday (a stress in itself), but I got all my covers made and DVD's burned so, that takes a little extra pressure off me. It should be smooth sailing from here. Wish me luck, guys! Pictures to come~ 3 Vendetta Vendettas - V

NO MORE DVD'S!! D: [16 Sep 2007|07:30pm] [ mood | distressed ] [ music | Sora - Escaflowne ] Egad, guys! I've been working on my DVD cover and CD sticker ALL day! And I'm still not done! I believe I'm almost finished with the cover. And thank the Devil (because they are EVIL!!) that Kinko's is open 24 hours! I need to get the cover printed tonight because tomorrow I'll be at school finishing up the last of my sound design and burn the DVD, to be turned in to my teacher by Tuesday. Wednesday will be spent primping and shopping for something nice to wear to the screening on Thursday and to the Portfolio review on Friday. Thursday, before the actual screening, will be spent burning MORE DVD's to be handed out to employers at the Portfolio review. Over the weekend I'm going to be part of an Alice in Wonderland photo shoot, totally unrelated to my movie, in which I'll be portraying the Queen of Hearts. EDIT: It's taken me over 12 hours to finish, but at last it's finally done! The only time I left the house today was to grab the DVD cases from my car to make sure the cover fit inside. I'm sore, I'm exhausted, and I am definitely feeling the crunch. Cross your fingers for me, guys, and hope that nothing else goes wrong from this point forward! 1 Vendetta Vendettas - V

[14 Sep 2007|09:58am] [ mood | frustrated ] WTF, guy?! NOO!!$#! I wanted to see Harry Potter one more time before it left theatres (especially the IMAX), but I guess yesterday was its last day showing! At least I didn't bust my ass trying to work into my already busy schedule for the day only to find this out, but I'm still a little upset. You think they'd at least let movies play out until the end of the week (i.e. Friday). And, I was hoping, since these next couple days are so crucial to me, that it'd still be playing next Friday so that once school was over and done with, I could treat myself one more time. I suppose I still have a chance with the $3 Theatre (nvm, I stand corrected), but... IMAX!! ;___; Well, here's waiting for the dvd then... V

Hey there to my future self... [14 Sep 2007|03:41am] Letter - From the Lost Days Akira Yamaoka A letter to my future self Am I still happy? I began Have I grown more pretty? Is Daddy still a good man? Am I still friends with Colleen? I'm sure that I'm still laughing Aren't I? Aren't I? Hey there to my future self If you forget how to smile I have this to tell you Remember it once in a while Ten years ago your past self Prayed for your happiness Please don't lose hope Oh, oh what a pair, me and you Put here to feel joy, not be blue Sad times and bad times--see them through Soon we will know if it's for real What we both feel (Spoken:) Though I can't know for sure how things worked out for us No matter how hard it gets, you have to realize We weren't put on this earth to suffer and cry We were made for being happy So be happy--for me, for you Please (Sung:) Oh, oh what a pair, me and you Put here to feel joy, not be blue Sad times and bad times--see them through Soon we will know if it's for real What we both feel We were put here on this earth, put here to feel joy

Go On, Baby! [13 Sep 2007|02:05am] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | Go On, Baby! - DCT ] Go On, Baby! Dreams Come True I gotta shake my head 'Cause then I stomp my feet Sing and shout, cry out loud I'm moving to the beat Throwing in the towel I say good-bye to love That only comes in a hundred years Sayonara, baby, bye!!! I've got no regrets tonight Did my best, did all that I could I feel, yes, I feel like howling at the moon light Here's that sentimental feeling.... Go on! Hey, Barry Go on and sing it just for me tonight I can hear you, do it just for me Do it all night I open up my arms and look up at the sky Come on stars, you make it hard for me not to cry My friends trip me up Always interrupt me up They mean well, but they can't tell That I have had enough They say "Someday love will find you And your heart will tell you somehow.." Said "I know", "Yes, I know" But you're not helping me right now ....Earth, Wind and Fire at full volume! Let's groove tonight Hey, come on, let's play Chaka Khan, too! My head was moving to the groove Well, I'm so glad that I have you "God of music" thank you! Yes, all you need is love Yes, all "I" need is love Says John, says Paul and dreams come true! I started shaking my head Stomping my feet Screaming and singing out loud I'm moving to the beat Go on, go on.... Jump up, wave my arms reaching for the sky Look up at the sky I go, I go, go on....... When I was teen-age, I was so desperated to be young Smell fresh and sweet for boys That love, once in your life but it turns out I've found many just in a few years I haven't met my one honey Sweet heart, darling and cute pie So get ready baby, ready for me I'll make you so happy, way happy Baby! V

[12 Sep 2007|02:12pm] You know a movie's bad when at the end of it you think to yourself, "Wow, I can't believe I spent $5 on that..." 3 Vendetta Vendettas - V

A heart break, smiles not what it seems [12 Sep 2007|02:14am] [ music | See You in my Dreams - Dreams Come True ] I am, for whatever reason, feeling rather lonely tonight. I guess that doesn't make it different from any other night, but tonight I feel a strong yearning for something. Companionship, I don't know. Just something to fill the void. I feel so empty right now (and I don't mean that in an emo "wah, my life is a black abyss!" way). I just don't feel whole or complete. Whatever. I drew a picture tonight. It look like this. I'm thinking about painting it and auctioning/selling it. gentle_smile and I are going to see Evanescence in November. 2nd concert ever? xD V

Monsters? They look like monsters to you?! [09 Sep 2007|11:45pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | Silent Hill no uta minna de utao ] I had a Silent Hill-esque dream last night, which was pretty creepy while I was in it, but pretty cool now that I'm reflecting on it. I don't remember all that much of it now, other than a few vivid images. I do know that Walter Sullivan was in it. Not somebody I'd like to had been around in the dream, but it was nice of him to make a cameo xD. I actually think Nick was in the dream too, and I was talking to him about how Walter was just a few yards away, waiting in the mist. I left Nick sitting on this rock next to a sign planted amidst an intersection. I continued down the dirt road, away from Nick, and past Walter, who was revving his chain saw. I continued down the road until I was home, or what was supposed to be home in the dream. The house was much different than my house and I was living with my family, who weren't really my family, even in the dream. Almost like I was adopted and very much felt the disconnection between myself and the rest of them. But it was still home, and it was warm, despite the isolation. There was other stuff that happened earlier on in the dream, but is all very obscure in my mind now. I know it was more Silent Hill-related. I was going through these decrepit, worn-down buildings, investigating whatever. It was very empty, very desolate and overcast. I don't remember if I bumped into any 'monsters', but I know I met a couple people along the way. I wish I knew what to do with these dreams. They leave me feeling very inspired, but I feel like half the adrenaline rush comes from having actually 'experiencing' it first-hand. I don't know. Maybe I'll figure it out one day :P Which Silent Hill Song or Music Represents You? "You're Not Here" from the Silent Hill 3 soundtrack, best fits you. This song plays in the opening movie. Take this quiz! V

Art Dump - SILENT HILL [09 Sep 2007|01:04pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | You're Not Here - Akira Yamaoka ] Visit my deviantART! V

[09 Sep 2007|12:13pm] [ mood | lethargic ] [ music | Love Letter - Dreams Come True ] I feel so ucky about myself. All I do lately, other than edit this movie and attend class, is sit on the internet and sleep until 12. I thought things were getting better! It's like I have no desire to do anything else, even though I totally do! I don't know why I can't just tear myself away. And the fact that it keeps me up late, leads into sleeping in. Why do I do this? Just... why? I don't want to do it anymore! I want to do other stuff... V

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